Well ladies and gents it SUCKS. No matter where I go people say they cant believe that I have no kids because im so good with them. The kids in my estate know me and know if they need help when parents are not around that I would be there for them. I have baby sat and honestly never had a bad review.
I used to think that my calling was to work with kids. I realised it is to be a mother to those in need. So right now im a mother without a child but i need help to reach my dream I dont know how to say its like there is a hole in my soul.